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I have this feeling everytime I'd gone through an extended certain period of time staying at home all alone (parents and sister aside) all day without attending school. Simply put, the semester holidays. No, I'm definitely not an introvert, neither am I an extrovert. Ah. I'm "uncategorised". Didn't feel like going out. Got sick of using the computer actually. But here I am punching the dirt-filled keyboard, gazing at the minute thirteen inch display. A mockery. A graphics designer with only a thirteen inch monitor. Maybe that's why I am so good(not), cause I never let my inspirations escape through the permeable membranes of the tiny box. You believed me? HAH.

I was miraculously cured by the air-con and a couple of left over pills in addition to a panadol pill which I managed to find after scavenging though the first aid box. Felt much much better. Sorry Doc, didn't give ya a chance to pounce on me this time. Guess I'd given too much to the doctor for the past few years. It's time I learn how to cure myself - physically and mentally. I should be more outgoing, go to movies more often, do some healthy window shopping with friends, blah... Somebody close my gap??

Remorseful. Yeah. Always had this feeling after the end of a semester holiday. Being ever so tangible, the feeling crawled through my body, devouring my inner self. Now I feel so demotivated. School starts in a couple of days and I've yet started slogging through the piles of homework. All a matter of time management. Can't help but blame myself. When will I ever learn?

Rongmin called me today. A routine call to update on ourselves. We talked about how simple his job as a clerk in Mindef is and then drifted on to the dreadful topic of Basic Military Training (affectionately known as BMT). I was telling him how antagonised I am currently for not completing my homework. At least I know I wouldn't feel that way when it's my turn for BMT. I wouldn't have a chance to slack at all. None at all. Maybe I should go break my toe... Heh. Just kidding. I look forward to the challenge. Well, not a hundred percent for now, but I definitely hope so.

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Emotions Run Wild

Running through the wilderness
caressing the soft spoken
winds, a kind of
natural fondness
deep rooted within
Hands upon the head
gently swirling,
feeling the breeze
inward twirling.

I long for this crazy day.

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