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Ah. I actually learned a new noun that represents me wholesomely. I'm a nebbish! A timid, meek, ineffectual person! HAHA! Nah.. just kidding.

Nothing special on today. The suicidal talk wasn't of much interest. The speaker's oratorical skill was left much to my disgust. Not that I could muster up enough courage to stand in front and speak, but the speaker iterated her points so much so that it made me feel irritated. I was showing respect by staying awake. Hee. You don't need people to instill common sense into yourself, do you? Tell me when you contemplate suicide. Maybe I can offer you some guidance from Mr. Suicidalopus. Heeh.

I find myself getting more and more acquainted with the school library. Never thought I would treat it as a hangout till the beginning of this term. It's really a very conducive place for homework and all your reading pleasures, a place for chao muggers. Me? Nah... Me no chao mugger.. Me perfumed one... Hehe. You should have known it earlier than I, cause I'm always the last to realise something is good. Did my differentiation revision in it. The air conditioner should have been a little bit cooler though.

Talking about Math... Mr Chan Kok Leong is back to lecture us! Weird though. Seemed to absorb more readily. And how cool it was for him to give us so many tips on the Double Math test happening this Saturday! Now I feel much more confident, knowing what types of questions will be asked. Heh. Maybe I do have a chance in passing the test. =)

Well. Mdm Yeo's lesson was equally grueling as of any other day's. One can die of plain boredom. That's for those who don't bother with her tutorials. Stttooooop. Clarification. Not that I didn't want to bother, the tutorials were just too hard on me. Today the tutorials took another step and morphed from alien hieroglyphics to encrypted non-existent codes. A blank piece of paper would be much more interesting to look at. Nevertheless, I'll try to finish three Math tutorials today, for I need to pass my test this Saturday.

Yeah. About classroom cleanliness. This is way too unfair for us! Classes who patronise our love and pride mess around and trample on it. Tissue papers littered everywhere and tainted window panes. As if it was left to nature's hands for god knows how many billion years. Those classes should exercise some self discipline. We keep our classroom clean every week and it turns out mucky with ancient dirt every week without fail. Maybe we should learn how to dirty other people's classes as well... Hehe.. Oh. Evil evil. *grin* Nah. Would I do such a thing?

Completed my exercise routine. What a great feeling! I feel so thin! Well, like what Mingwei said, I'll be if I believe in myself. So here's to my sub consciousness. Cheers!

They sky experiences a wonderfully breath taking sunset. Heard from Mom that a comet had exploded. Now the sky boasts a myriad of mystifying colours edging towards the tints of orange. Awesome.

I'll end this entry with this piece of poetry inspired by my feelings. Duh. Wonder what'll happen to the presentation on Friday. Hopefully it'll turn out well.

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Friends

(I)
Met and forged
what we call a bond in
the name of fate. Substantiated
mutual understanding served as
the adhesive mandatory to
our very existence.

We would study together,
laugh in cohesion
and call each other
for the sole purpose of catching up
in the light of care and concern.

Perhaps one day this force will weaken,
but we know it's just
a matter of reinforcement.
A tint of you will always reside
in the heart of my cerebrum should
you decide to let go. Friends forever
is but a myth, a legend, a hoax.

Cherish our friendship,
my friend.

(II)
Some of us come and go
like commuters on the road.
Gush of wind too fast
it's hard to catch.
We've been together so long
it's really hard to believe
that we do not and would not want to
know one another more.

A common front brought us together
in the midst of confusion. Now that
it's gone, we go
on our separate ways
and even if we meet, we come upon
as total strangers on the road.

A greeting would be nice.

(III)
A mythical force links us together
though we hardly know one another
This is what the beginning brings -
a series of hellos and byes followed by
gradual inclinations.

(IV)
We may not know each other
but time will tell.

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Food of the Day
Spaghetti. That guy gave an "underdose".
And it cost two bucks.

Colour of the Day
Black Black Black...