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What if I fail to get into the ThinkQuest finals this year? Dubious feelings never come across as good fortune to me. This is one question which I hope I won't need to have an answer for.

A day till the targeted deadline.

I could have done better in school if not for ThinkQuest. Sad but true. I've dedicated too much time on ThinkQuest this year. Call it an addiction, but if it doesn't pay off, I'll be losing my entire year to oblivion. My only hope is that everyone in the team works really hard for it, and if you're the one whom you think you are, my only advice for you is to buck up. Prove your existence or I'll nullify you. I don't need you to materialise in front of me for me to prove my ability to nullify.

You're getting out of hand.

There's still hope though.

There's still Helen and me.

You send chills down my spine (a phrase etched in memory since primary school days).

Promises. High hopes. All these eventually lead to disappointment. The best way to start off a project is to have no obligations with whatsoever. Yeah. Got that. What the hell am I telling myself this stuff anyway. I won't ever have a chance at it anymore. I'll be concentrating on my A Levels next year which means no no to any intrusions meant to distract. After which I'll be enlisted into the Army. Maybe I'll be a coach then, but I'll never have a chance to savor the experience like I had last year anymore.

Thank you my friend. Just make sure you make a U-turn before heading towards the wrong direction too far off and wander into the land of my foes. By the way, the land's barren as yet. I don't think you'll like it there. You'll be damn lonely. Sorry but I guess I'm just too frank sometimes.

I'm dedicating the rest of the week to my Math and the studying of my Physics test. Let's see how much you can churn out by then. It's really justifiable for me to say that I really don't understand thee.

Sorry but I'm not in the mood to write today. I'm turning into a paraniod freak. Thanks to you.

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Where I Belong

Silk woven sky fills the backdrop in this
Island I call my home, dreams sparkling bright at
Night. One mighty cresent and five mingling stars
Grace the beauty of the night. People filled with
Aspirations densely populate, proud but never
Pompous. Shoppers' paradise indeed, a stroll down
Orchard Road brings about incredible sights.
Relax and slow down, take you time to explore our
Esplanade, just a significant dot on the map.

(Like I said, I'm not in the mood to write, yet I forced myself to do so, and here's this junk bound for wasteland...)

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Thinkquest Status
[OOOOOOOO...................] 35.0%

Food of the Day
KFC 2 Piece Chicken set meal
(Real fattening... I'll have to compensate)

Colour of the Day
Black