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Had my meeting with my boss today.

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Haha... after many detours, I am about to begin full time work at the age of 25, in my alma mater, appointment title yet to be finalized, taking two portfolios, non teaching role.

And the best thing is that it's going to be things that I love to do.

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I think I was overly enthusiastic in my conversation with my boss that my seemingly lack of interest in the pay gave the wrong impression that I'm rich.

!!!!!

Well. Hope that the starting pay will justify the workload the portfolios require... and it's a matter of a continual trust in His provisions. Not to mention that my family's going to lose the monthly rental fee once we shift back to our residence this coming December.

And I do realised. That trust comes with growth in a relationship. It was out of the blue when I related this analogy with Chris, David and Zeb yesterday at our discipling group meeting... but just imagine -

It's your first day in school. You don't know anyone in class. Your teacher comes along and pairs you up with a 'buddy'. You're asked to trust him as a buddy from day one.

I guess it'll take time for the relationship to grow into a buddy one yeah.

Likewise. You believe in Jesus' sacrifice for your sins and acknowledges Him as Your personal Lord and Saviour. You're asked to trust in Him fully, knowing from His Word that He'll see you through it all, that you are to love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul and mind.

Nothing beats the time to grow in the relationship... and experience.

For me it was my able-to-book-out experience in basic military training that sealed it. It took time for me to grow in this relationship, for the many instances of His faithfulness to translate into track records... that I am able to come to moments of trust in spite of dire circumstances now.

Are you chalking up the little instances of His faithfulness in your life so you'll have a list of track records to refer to in the future, especially when times get rough?

And if things aren't going as smoothly now and you find yourself all stressed up, pushed down, choked out... and if you've never done so or you've never believed in your entire life before, why not utter a little prayer in Jesus' name (even if you can't bring yourself to the point of belief) and ask that He'll see you through this season in life? After all... He's the only one who promised in His Word of a reply to prayers. Hur.

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