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It happened in my previous in camp training... and it happened again. I'm down with flu. :( I wonder if it's some psychological thing, or if it's due to the environment, the helmet sbo and what nots... but yeah. But true to the previous round, I'm not going to succumb - shall complete the in camp with gleeee. Hahahaha....

Training ended about 4-ish today... came back to rest a while before returning to camp to stay overnight - the program starts at 5-ish in the morning tomorrow. Live range - day and night. Yeah - rifles MUST remain in the rifle range only. Hahaha...

Today we went for IMT training - an arcade-style simulator of the actual shoot. Not bad... hopefully can aim for a marksmanship badge in the actual shoot tomorrow. :P Thank God the flu didn't disrupt the aiming... I was feeling a little weak and hungry throughout though. :| Shall book in later and have a good rest... and hopefully I'll wake up feeling absolutely alright. Hmmm.. pray for me, alright? :)

He opens doors that no one can shut... and shuts those that no one can open.

I was wondering while walking home... why I never seem to be too stressed with all the situations that are happening around me.

Then I realised partly the reason why.

I'm not seeking for what I want. It's a struggle that I've been having... sometimes not really knowing whether certain desires that I have belong to me or Him. But He's spoken through the show yesterday night. And all that I'm called to... is to trust in Him.

Sometimes people see Christianity as simply a religion - you get to heaven, have eternal life once you believe in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Saviour. Full stop.

That is like crossing the starting line and immediately sitting down on the road.

No chance to enjoy the passing breeze as you run.

No chance to enjoy the adrenaline pumping.

No chance to see Him bring you through all those obstructions - physical, mental, etc.

No chance to run alongside fellow runners, to encourage and spur one another on in this race.

Hahaha...

And yah. Not forgetting that they block others from the start. hur hur hur.

That's why we must all spur one another on to run this race yes. :)

A relationship with God is that fulfilling... if you're willing to have the faith enough to take the initial baby steps.

:)