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Another point in time I have a better idea why Pa gave me faith as my top spiritual gift.

For without it, it is impossible to please Pa.

For without it, it is impossible for me to steer through this period of time.

I think I'm starting to gain a fair share of empathizers and symphathizers at my workplace who've seen the workload that I'm taking.

What they do not see is how much I'm being paid.

I'm at the lowest scale. Hur.

All the more I am to trust that Pa will provide and all these efforts will not go to waste.

:)

Thankful for the catching up with my quarterly catchup brother the night before. Thankful for the catch up dinner with 2 later on. Thankful... for my dear dear who's been so selflessly standing by me through this impossible period. Haven't been able to spend as much time as wanted and even though it's understandable, still... and as one colleague had candidly noted... that the real things haven't kicked in yet. I don't know... I can only keep on trusting.

Wanted to write Christmas notes and do up FriendMarks but ideas such as these had to be shelved... wanted to unpack my room totally and stick those photos on the walls again... but they had to be shelved.

And now a physical headache's kicking in.

Aye. The devil sure knows how to play.

I shall not be moved. But I'll appreciate all the prayers you can help lift up for me. Thanks. :)