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Sometimes the stirrings of the heart just can't be explained... can it? Haha... :)

It's been a very different month from the rest of the months that I've ever gone through.

I could never have envisioned the day when I would actually set foot upon my own alma mater and be engaged in the kind of work that I'm engaging in right now.

Was the entry point two years ago as a programming teacher to some of them something preplanned, a part of the vast tapestry that has long been well thought out and in the process of weaving?

Was the involvement in youth ministry six years ago contrary to all that I was (introverted, quiet, shy, crowd fearing) something that was so graciously given so that I'll be prepared and equipped to communicate with them, not out of duty and responsibility but out of a burden and wanting?

Is the counselling track that I'm currently pursuing contrary to what I said when I was in J2 (that over my dead body I'll ever become a counsellor cause I never believed it actually works) something that's preplanned as well?

Take my life... and let it be.

Consecrated... unto Thee.

It's been a worthwhile journey, and it amazes me how He's allowed their presence in my life to touch me, to energize me. I don't covet those moments, but I appreciate everytime they come around to chat, or to do their work by the table. After all, they're the reason for my existence in my current workplace.

Took quite a number of group shots over the past couple of days for an upcoming website for them - some of them are in rotation on a banner on top of the website now. And as I look at them, it really seem that I can stay in that poise looking at the photos fade in and out on endless loop, and have my eyes stay a little moist.

:)

Alright, enough of reflecting. Back to work.