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It's late I know. I need sleep. At least it's not as bad as yesterday. Char must be looking at the time of this entry and shaking her head... hur was clearing up stuff dear. But I think I should be able to wake up properly today. :)

Was feeling a bit jaded after a certain meeting today... a little disappointed of the 'let's move on' mentality so that the meeting can end sooner when the heart of the matter wasn't even properly discussed. Sometimes I wonder how I can carry on in such a stifling situation... when I simply can't get myself to 'fly in formation' as what Ps Ed always puts.

Oh well. But I certainly know what's required of me and what I should do... the right thing, that is. :)

And so I went for my Graduate Diploma phase of my Masters course with a pretty heavy heart. And being a true blue introvert, I did ponder over the fact that I might end up shriveling in a corner after the course briefing... but heh heh. Not bad, got to chat quite a bit here and there... there're quite a number of FTSCs (full time school counsellors) attending the course as well! :)

It did dawn upon me after the briefing as I walked to the bus stop... that I had better set certain things in place. The course is demanding... full stop. There is no way I can juggle any more external design commitments... and that basically means that I really have to trust that Pa will make the necessary provisions for my family and myself, especially through this season of time. There're also some other commitments which I reviewed and I knew I had to give up over this period of time...

Trust bah. Such is the journey... that you do all you can... and to know that He'll do the rest.

Okay. Sleep. :)