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That's how I feel sometimes.

Perhaps I should just disregard the burdens and let my communication remain on the cordial level.

Selfishness would dictate: Why waste your time when you know that the mindset's fixed and that your words would just go unheeded? Why jeopardize what could be a good relationship? Why spend such time, energy and resources pondering over these things?

But I can't.

It's draining to reason things out... or think of other ways for the matter, especially when you see that the interest's not there at all to look at one's self and the things that may not exactly be congruent.

I can't...

but I'll pray.

It's ironic and interesting at the same time to see how I'm driven to pray this season of time.

He calls me in for a purpose... and I'll just trust that He'll see everything through.

And that I'll be less selfish to confront, rebuke, correct... and guide.

I don't want to end up being nice but ineffective... that, would be a great disservice to my charges.