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It's hard when you put a melancholic in a position of coordination / leadership.

It's even harder when he's imbued with a personality that seeks perfection.

It's easier for someone with the natural flair to lead to do just so and then work in the compassionate part.

It's hard the other way round, for fear of hurting the other party and hurting self in the process.

And it happened to me.. but I had to do so. Perhaps someone down the road would have done it for them at an opportune time... perhaps.

I ask myself why do I get so bothered over these things... and the only reason I can think of... is because they matter.

Can I take the names thrown at me? Well... I guess if I am to remain, I'll have to learn to get used to them in time to come.

The glass is three-quarters full... and I have to learn to make do with the quarter of emptiness, fill it up if possible, but not mull over it and instead celebrate the fact that it's three-quarters full.